I've never been in love. People will either be happy and encourage me to do greater things in life or people will pity me for being NBSB.
It was never a big deal for me. I have to admit; there are times when I want to know what it feels like to have your hands held by someone who loves you very much. I want to know what it feels like to dress up for dates whatever the occasion is. But then I think of how irked I am when I think of accepting flowers (Never liked flowers, really), talking about the future of our relationship (I'll be sick if I do) and think about what's good for the both of us than thinking of myself.
I'm very selfish(but not in a way that I won't share my Piattos). I see it this way if there are times I want to experience being in love: I won't have to share a small piece of cake. I'll get to enjoy it in a way that it may be small, but it's all mine.
Okay...I'm not an open person to love, but it all goes down by how much hurt I've seen couples--married or not--experience. I hate seeing women who give everything to their man and never save some for themselves. I know I won't be like that. People say to me that I shouldn't say that since I've never been deeply in love. But there's an obvious lesson from the situation and I choose to follow it.
I'm young and not allowed to date. Probably I'll get a different perspective if I DO date. But then, this is how I think of love
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