Hey guys. Sorry for the super duper long delay of posts in this blog. It's just I've been more active in my personal Tumblr which is so much like my online diary to the point I talk about personal stuff like my crush and enemies and my past. Technically, it's a place where I pour my soul into when I couldn't in my everday life.
But isn't it stupid you would probably think. What if some person comes across my online diary and reads my whole soul there? And doesn't it defeat the purpose of secrecy, revealing personal things in the world wide web? Maybe. But in my opinion, I feel much better typing about it rather than keeping a diary or journal for reasons I can't explain. Somehow, with all the personal stuff I write I want them to be heard even if I keep them from the rest of the world when I'm out with people.
It's a risk, too. I once wrote about how much I had some problems with some people in school and after a while, those people confronted to me about it. About how they found that blog of mine, I would never know. They never told me anyway. But the thing is since I am a bit reserved to myself about how I feel towards other people, I give it all out on my blog.
Also, some people in school read about my love life. Something so personal yet I reveal so much in my blog. But not too much. Just stuff that seems relevant to me. I write mostly about the guy I like or sometimes, about guys I've liked in the past. No matter how much I keep stuff like that a mystery in school, the persons who read about it will tend to ask who is it I'm referring to which is something I try to escape since I detail sometimes some kilig incidents(but I never reveal names. WTH would I do that?Haha).
Everything in the internet is written in ink. Even if I delete whatever I wrote in the past, it will always leave a mark somehow. I am now careful about what I write...er, type pala. About people. About incidents. About everything. Sure, it feels good to type out what happened in your day or how you feel but sometimes, there are things that are meant to keep to yourself whether it's that uber kilig moment with your crush or how much you loathe someone. :)
